So... not that anyone probably follows this but I totally had this connection with a guy I met at the gas station the other day. he was totally great and we were supposed to find each other on facebook but like an idiot I only got his first name and some other miscellaneous info. I'm totally bummed that I can't find him but I found this cool thing on Craigslist called "Missed Connections". You guys probably already have heard of it or whatever cuz I am so slow sometimes. lol. But people post incidents just like I had at the gas station where they're looking for someone. It's kinda cute. So I posted an ad (not that I think he'll think to look there). But I said all that to say that you should really check it out. It's interesting and someone might be looking for you! lol.

Yesterday I met this amazing guy. Just random. I went in the gas station across the street to get coffee and he was getting coffee too. He was so handsome and kinda funny and cute in that nervous around a pretty girl way. He was adorable. And we talked for like 15 minutes and then I had to go but when I went out to pump gas in my car he came over and asked if he could look me up on facebook. Which I was totally hoping he would. Except I really wish we had exchanged numbers instead or something. But I told him my name and he said his name was Eli. And now it's been a whole day and no sign of him. But he was definitely into me right? I mean he came after me to get my name... What if he forgot it? And why didn't I ask his last name?!?! Ugh! Or did he say his last name was Eli and I missed his first name? Ugh... I must be so desperate or something cuz I'm wracking my brain trying to remember the things he said so that I could remember if he mentioned anything that would help me look him up... I just know what town he lives in and his first name. I guess I was just so giddy about him I didn't even realize I was walking away with like zero information.... But he was so... wow. And he probably forgot my name.

What are the chances that I would run into him there again same time same place next week? That's straight creepin isn't it? I'm a creeper.... :(

Today is a new day. Feeling optimistic. But I can't sit here all day looking at thinspo etc. That's not gonna get me in any better shape.

Intake (so far):

Tea/Vitamin :)

Breakfast:

Coffee/Egg/Toast

Tea

2 bites of fruitcake (mom wanted me to try it...)

Going shopping with mom today for Christmas ornaments. Going to an ornament exchange party tonight. Man I love being on break from college. Only one semester left too! Best ever.